we cry and shed tears when we feel it. We get depressed and feel bad at times too. But this feeling does not only elicit those things that I said. In worst situation that feeling can even cause death. Deadly huh? It can even torture you little by little which is really hard to control at hindi mo rin matatake!!!
That feeling is pain. It is pain. It is defined as an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience associated with either actual or potential tissue damage. It can be somatic, visceral, superficial, vascular, referred, neuropathic, phantom, cancer, psychogenic or central. Marami no? Studying them one bye one can even give you pain..hahaha. Pero seriously, marami tlaga sila and siyempre lahat sila me kanya kanyang field sa kung anu man ang magkakaron ng pain. For example, somatic pain is pain that is elicited by skeletal muscles, ligaments and joints meanwhile visceral pain originates from organs and marami pang iba. Masakit talaga and siyempre para matolerate mo yun minsan hindi lang enough ang pagdepend sa processes na ginagawa ng body natin para gumaling ang pain. Sometimes, we have to consult doctors for the appropriate drug to take. These medicines are called analgesic. It inhibits pain so you can call it pain killers. There are a lot of drugs to choose sa analgesic nalang so believe me..ang hirap ng pharma!!! Analgesic can be subdivided into two kinds namely, opioid and non opioid. Opioid are even subdivided into three kinds but I won’ explain it further. It will only add to the pain I have hahaha.
Acetaminophen or popularly known Paracetamol here in the Philippines are only two from the many Analgesic drugs that are available. From those drugs makakapili pa kasi my different unique things pa na iooffer per drug. Gaya ng paracetamol.. pwede siyang pangtanggal ng pain at the same time for fever. Meron din namang iba pangpamanhid at siyempre marami pang iba..Pero haha..icucut ko na kasi hindi naman talga eto yung topic ko. Hindi gamut but pain though pain na hindi related sa as in mga clinical na sakit.
Pain can be from emotional too and its true. Minsan hindi lang sa malfunctioning ng mga organs natin. Minsan from our relationship to other people makakinflict parin ng pain. Like for example, when two people set apart from each other, pag nagbreak sila. Minsan mas gugustuhin mo pang makafeel ng pain na health related kesa sa pain from an intimate relationship.Minsan pain na galing sa away sa family, sa friends, sa school and sometimes pain sa community. Dahil kasi sa social responsibilities natin minsan kelangan isa una yung ikabubuti ng iba,, ganun din naman sa friend relationship. Mahirap yun harapin and minsan nga cause tlaga yung ng pagpapakamatay ng mga tao. Yung mga taong sangkot sa mga krimen, panloloko and minsan rin sa mga scandal di ba? Dahil hindi nila matake yung pain, gusto na nilang kitilin ang buhay nila para matapos na lahat. Minsan din, naiisip ko n asana may gamot nalang sa mga ganung klaseng pain, para kung heartbroken ka sa isang tablet lang o capsule hindi mo nay un mararamdaman. Para siguro kahit ilang oras lang free ka from pain. Sana nga may gamot na ganoon.
At times din naiisip ko dahil parang sobra kong iniimmerse yung sarili ko from my environment mabilis akong makaramdam ng pain. I easily shed tears pag may nakikita akong lola or lola sa jeep na parang hirap na hirap na pero sige parin sa pagpunta fron one place to another para sa work nila. Naiiyak din ako kung may nakikita akong mga kuting sa kalsada na walang matuluyan. Kanina nga nauulanan na siya. I wanted to help pero stupid me wala parin akong nagawa. I easily cry kahit simpleng bagay lang ata. Crying lady nga tawag nina dolly sakin kasi kung manuud kami sobrang iyak na ako sa gilid kahit simple lang yung story. Hahaha..ewan ko ba kung bakit ako ganun. Parang sobrang sensitive ako sa mgabagay bagay na mabilis mag soften yung puso ko. Alam ko it’s good to have a heart like mine kasi sensitive ako sa mga feeling ng nasa paligid ko, I understand better, nakakrelate ako better and I can easily adapt and caution my myself depending from the situation. Pero sometimes gusto kong lagi nalang naactivate ang A fiber ko kasi ang hirap ng laging may dinadamdam at dinadala. Minsan sa dami nun hirap na akong magbalance. Hindi rin kasi pwedeng idala yung problem nay un sa skul na dapat sa bahay lang. Minsan din parang gusto kong magtake ng propofol paralahat talaga hindi ko maramdaman at hindi ako maging aware. Sana pwede ang mga anesthetics sa everyday living hahaha..
Pero siyempre kung iisipin mo, hindi rin magandang my gamot palagi. Kasi kung may ganoong gamot hindi rin naman masosolve yung pain afterwards matapos na yung duration ng gamot. At kung may anesthetic man o mga analgesic man na gamot para sa mga nabanggit ko di parang self centered narin tayo kasi hindi na tayo nakakefeel ng pain. Kung lahat ng tao may gamot na ganun di kahit pala magpatayan na tayu at magkasakitan parang wala lang kasi wala talga tayong mararamdaman. Sabi nga ni sir Gonzales pain is a nice thing though for most siyempre hindi tlaga. Pero without pain pano mo mararamdaman yung harmful para sayo? Without pain how will you know that you are about to let your self be impaired? Without pain paano mo malalaman na kelngan mo ng ilayo yung sarili mo sa isang bagay? And in a subjective way, how will you let yourself grow without pain?
Ang galing no? kanina ko lang narealize..kasi lagi akong nagrereklamo pero I should be thankful that I can still feel pain. Pain man from school, family, sa bahay , from friends and more. Kasi with those pain, I can be a better person, mas magiging strong ako sa pag face ng problems na bound for me. With those pain mas makakahugot ka ng inspiration to pursue you dreams, to protect you family, to succeed in school, to be a better friend and to be worthy enough for God.
Life is full of pain, totoo. Pero I think if you look on the brighter side, if you just adapt to the pain, be strong to face it and to be affirmative on the way of facing it, to be resourceful and if you just think and realize na hindi lang yun para sa sarili mo but for all the people who are important to you and for all people who are living kasi whatever you do magbebenefit naman ang lahat, the pain will be manageable. Sabi nga ni sir, meditation can be a drug narin kasi nga sa CNS naman lahat nakaconnect diba and with the way of thinking and analyzing pwede kang gumaling. It depends talga sa outlook mo, how you understand the pain and how will you react on it. Kelangan talga full of wisdom ka. Kaya becoming positive I think can be healthy talga.
Painful noh? pero it can also be not right?
