We fell in love young. We offered our hearts early. We gave everything at early age but what we don't have in common is that she still deserves his love while I don't.
I'm trapped inside and I don't know how to get out. I'm empty and don't know how will I fill in myself. Maybe I'm already broken. I may still be living and smiling trying to pick up my pieces but everytime I feel I'm close to complete, I drop myself again. Could it be that I'm cursed? Could it be that you cast a spell so my heart won't return to me? I'm so confused. I know I have give it a go and let you live alone. I have made myself stupid for admitting I'm still hurting but why can't you just leave? You have taken all of me without my knowing and it seems that you don't want to return it back to me. I'm doomed right? I'm so stupid!ive been crying and dying while you are going happy with her. I wish I could turn back the time and have chosen to hold on.i should have fought for you. I should've been strong. But what am I going to do? Your not mine anymore but it seems that my heart knows his owner more than I.
I wish I could find my heart back and stop it from breaking. I wish I could find the person who could actually take my heart away from you. I don't know if I'm overacting but even how much I tell myself that I have moved on at the end of the day, my heart still belongs to you.
Someone actually let me remember how much I love you before and now everything seems to fit in. Why haven't I love someone seriously? Why cant I fall? It's because I'm still hoping we could work out. Argh, I wish someone could snatch my heart away from you because I know yu won't take care of my heart anymore. You only have one heart too, and your heart have found its partner.
I'm too pitiful right? Maybe be slowly admitting this, I might actually bring out everything that is hidden inside me until I have nothing. And hopefully after taking out all of this I can start again. It's been 8 years and I think I'm too tired already. The sun can never have two moons in the sky.
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