The Past I Want to Remember

To the men I loved before. Yuck! Haha

I don't know why this came out from my mind but I want to write them down so this would remind me in the future :)

I don't know if this is right but this is what I feel today. Comparing two people who actually made a big impact on my life, I think now I know who's better.

Girls love guys who cares for them. But sometimes girls makes wrong calculation and I think I did too. Infatuation makes everything unbalance if you don't know how to weigh things and just follow your heart.

I think because I was with him closer and because we were in the same group, I gave my heart to him easily. And in return, I had let go of one person who actually made my life crazily happy.Haha

I don't know why did I realize it this late and we are far from each other already. I don't why memories came and I remember how stupid and happy I am before with him. He was the first one who took me on a church ad I remember my knees were shaking and I didn't let him touch my hand too while singing 'our father '. He makes me my assignment and come to our house secretly hahaha.

I just miss him. I think if we would be friends again, he could really be my bestfriend. He knows me well and he allows me to do things I want without being mad.

Ah, past is past but I miss my past ;)