SMILE ;)

Smile is a big thing. It defines you. It describes you as good person and it helps you to keep going even if you're suffering. Today, I kept on smiling. I smile even though I'm confused. I keep on smiling even if at the back of my Mind, my thoughts are clashing. I can't help but smile because you are there. Darn it! I kept on smiling and i'm still smiling until now whenever I remember you. :)

Today, I started to attend North Caloocan Doctors Hospital. I don't know why but I had only almost 4 hours of sleep but the moment I woke up my body was so "gaan". Usually when I wake up so early my body heat too heavy that I have to drag myself out of bed or snooze again so I can go back to sleep. But this morning, my kind wanted me to get up and I was like forcing myself I go back to sleep. It's so funny.

I took a hot shower. I didn't even force myself to move fast. I took my time. And I had my morning clean smooth.

Jeepneys are on strike and commonwealth was like a ghost town.i went out 5am and the highways are almost empty! Luckily, u spotted my jeep and went to the hospital.

My watch is 10-15 minutes advance but I always forget about it. It was exactly 6am when I stepped out of the jeep. I ran fast to the hospital. I looked for air Lawrence and logged at the 3rd floor.

Went down to ER. Yes, I was assigned to ER again. And worst scenario came and I found out that I may not rotate on other areas!!! Say what?! Oh yes, ill be mastering emergency nursing! T T it's not that I hate it. But I'm still poor on my pharma skills, I get shock attacks most of the times and I'm slow. That's it. I'm not afraid of blood nor resuscitation because I want them but it's just that I'm not yet prepared! Oh well, I guess I'll be trained as an ER nurse. I'll try my best to grow an learn more things so that I'll be more capable and skilled the next time around. Ha! Wait for my transformation! T T

Oh well, I'm not that shocked when I found out that I may not rotate its because I had a hint that I may be assigned there.

Then, I don't know why but I kept in smiling afterwards. I get so kilig and I'm still kinikilig until now. Again, if you are the law that said ill stay on ER for three months then I'll stay. I'll stay whatever circumstances that may come. I can get shouted and all but I'll try my best to never give up and stay with you 6x a week ;)

Yay!

I am so kinikilig! Your not flawless like my others but you sure passed every characteristics left. There mere fact that im close to you everyday makes me contented and happy about my decision. It's not only you but the 50% reason why I stayed is because of you and the other half is because I'll get more experience there than my previous volunteer experience.

Yay! Yay! I am so kinikilig! ;) I wish we could grow closer and so you'll be my kuya!! ;) I'm not dreaming of a relationship here that's intimate. I just want a kuya that I can talk and joke on to.


My second volunteer experience fighting!!!

Ma'am amai, sir roly and sir law, please take good care of me!! And please teach me as much as you could!!

My first day high ended well an I'm contented :)) I can stay 3 months or more.