Today, I worked at the OR. I have observed a caesarian section operation and since there is a second operation, I scrubbed in.
It was my first time to do scrubbing Abi really meant it because I did everything alone. I am just so lucky that the couple doctors helped me and even picked their own instruments if they see me slow. I am so thankful for my senior too for being so helpful and encouraging. Haha
I saw two baby boys today and I admit i really love babies because they ate so adorable and their skin is just so soft. Today, Dra. Delos Santos asked me if I want to train at OR/Dr because she said it seems like there is a potential in me. Aww. I am so happy hearing that one yet my heart and mind is set to ER already. I don't know what to do yet but as of know I'm staying at ER.
Later this evening, I was able to etch my currently favorite drama King 2 Hearts episode 10. There was a lot of tense scene and although the drama doesn't have eng subs I was able to grasp the storyline a bit. The last part had always kill my heart. Yesterday, the couple broke up and fought. Now, hang Ah even had a miscarriage. A death of an angel suddenly comes. My heart was shattered into pieces. I know it wasn't planned. It was actually wrong because they are not yet married but then the innocent baby died because of the problems she had encountered at a young age. I can't stop crying and now my tears are again growing up on my eyes. Hang Ah's reaction, Jae Ha's eyes during the news. Gosh, can you kill me now?! They are in pain bad shocked. Their love which is stained is now again in trouble. What will actually happen to them? Gosh, I love them both and it really kills me to see them in pain too.
The baby. I hope they get well soon together and eventually have a baby successfully in the future.
Fighting Jae ha and hang ah!
Thursday, April 19, 2012
My Ideal Man
I don't have to enumerate characteristics and give hints but instead I'll say it straightforwardly.
My ideal man is no other than my heodang- Lee seung gi. It's him. It's just him. All about him. Everythings about him.
My ideal man is no other than my heodang- Lee seung gi. It's him. It's just him. All about him. Everythings about him.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Waiting In Vein
Na-ah! You didn't had a mistake reading it nor I, myself. It is spelled perfectly, properly in a correct manner ;)
In three more days, I would be celebrating my one month training at North Caloocan Doctors Hospital and I'm really happy with them. Time surely flew fast and I'm counting in my last two months. Haha parang ang Haba pa eh noh?!
I've been very much happy with my family out there at the hospital. I have been given a chance to practice almost all kinds of skills that are usually and unusually done and I'm so hateful for my senior for being so kind and patiently teaching me how to do every actions needed.
I typed my title correctly, I say once again. I'm a nurse and I really deal with veins and so I'm writing my experience. I had my second direct IV Meds today and I nailed it! Haha. I didn't kill the patient by putting nails on his hands but my doing my job perfectly. I have not created a mistake today too. Yey!
I am just so happy for their pod guidance and training. I'm really looking forward unto what kind of nurse JO will I be after my three months duty.
Not anything you want can be given instantly. Sometimes you need tonwoar for the right timing to get well. And now it seems my waiting time is over. I'm growing, learning and becoming awesome each day. Now, I'm just left to Sonia to wait for patients vein again so I can show my skills!! Haha
This is such a good day! Except That my throat is killing me but it's improving too. So lets just take this day as a perfect day!
In three more days, I would be celebrating my one month training at North Caloocan Doctors Hospital and I'm really happy with them. Time surely flew fast and I'm counting in my last two months. Haha parang ang Haba pa eh noh?!
I've been very much happy with my family out there at the hospital. I have been given a chance to practice almost all kinds of skills that are usually and unusually done and I'm so hateful for my senior for being so kind and patiently teaching me how to do every actions needed.
I typed my title correctly, I say once again. I'm a nurse and I really deal with veins and so I'm writing my experience. I had my second direct IV Meds today and I nailed it! Haha. I didn't kill the patient by putting nails on his hands but my doing my job perfectly. I have not created a mistake today too. Yey!
I am just so happy for their pod guidance and training. I'm really looking forward unto what kind of nurse JO will I be after my three months duty.
Not anything you want can be given instantly. Sometimes you need tonwoar for the right timing to get well. And now it seems my waiting time is over. I'm growing, learning and becoming awesome each day. Now, I'm just left to Sonia to wait for patients vein again so I can show my skills!! Haha
This is such a good day! Except That my throat is killing me but it's improving too. So lets just take this day as a perfect day!
Thursday, April 5, 2012
It Started with a Kiss
I have never tried it but I know somehow how does is feel because of the books that I had read before. I've been always curious and i remember I was in second high when I got so kilig with Cium for the first time when I saw a kissing scene from a Taiwanese drama that has the 'tomorrow club'. Now I got so kilig again. I am so curious! I want to try it , I want to kiss ;)
Eww!! Haha I am so pervert? No, Hindi naman. Kissing is so romantic for me and it's really a communication between lovers in my point of view. I see it so special and so one of a kind act. Tonight, i saw a kissing scene tags took my breathe away! It really took my breathe away, I was kicking my legs up high it's because it's my ideal guy who kissed a girl! It was lee seung gi! Ghaaad!! He is my ideal man! He is my no. One guy in the whole world, well except from God and dad of course.
The drama I watched didn't have subtitles in English but I somehow get the gist of the story and so I was really moved too. It was one of a kind kiss!! I described it like that because most of the times, whenever a couple kisses, both of the jut closes their eyes, their lips damps with each others lips, pause and just like that. But the kissing scene with seungi and ha Jiwon on the king 2 hearts ep6 was new! They were slowly getting closer, I think they have been confessing about their love for each other, they were looking eye to eye,gosh it was so romantic! The Last part was even hilarious! The king and ha jiwons dad caught them and they were so embarrassed! Awww.. It was so sweet!
Then I have read articles that said that the atmosphere during the scene was shot was really good. Everybody was also in kilig mode and both the actors were really smiling. I guess there where no awkward moments. Who would like a kiss from lee seung gi? Gosh I even really want one!! Yay!!!
With his good image, great background during schooling, as a son, actor, mc, singer... He is really the perfect guy to be drooled of!! He is really my number one and the kiss tonight just proved once again that my decisions are so good!! Waaah! I just can't move on!
Saranghamnida Lee Seung gi oppa!!!
Eww!! Haha I am so pervert? No, Hindi naman. Kissing is so romantic for me and it's really a communication between lovers in my point of view. I see it so special and so one of a kind act. Tonight, i saw a kissing scene tags took my breathe away! It really took my breathe away, I was kicking my legs up high it's because it's my ideal guy who kissed a girl! It was lee seung gi! Ghaaad!! He is my ideal man! He is my no. One guy in the whole world, well except from God and dad of course.
The drama I watched didn't have subtitles in English but I somehow get the gist of the story and so I was really moved too. It was one of a kind kiss!! I described it like that because most of the times, whenever a couple kisses, both of the jut closes their eyes, their lips damps with each others lips, pause and just like that. But the kissing scene with seungi and ha Jiwon on the king 2 hearts ep6 was new! They were slowly getting closer, I think they have been confessing about their love for each other, they were looking eye to eye,gosh it was so romantic! The Last part was even hilarious! The king and ha jiwons dad caught them and they were so embarrassed! Awww.. It was so sweet!
Then I have read articles that said that the atmosphere during the scene was shot was really good. Everybody was also in kilig mode and both the actors were really smiling. I guess there where no awkward moments. Who would like a kiss from lee seung gi? Gosh I even really want one!! Yay!!!
With his good image, great background during schooling, as a son, actor, mc, singer... He is really the perfect guy to be drooled of!! He is really my number one and the kiss tonight just proved once again that my decisions are so good!! Waaah! I just can't move on!
Saranghamnida Lee Seung gi oppa!!!
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
To Wed or not to Wed
I've been unconsciously thinking about marriage for almost 7 months. Now I'm conscious. I mean since last year at my birth month, I remember I was thinking about getting married and once in a while I get it again. I don't see it as a serious thing but now I'm thinking why does it always come on my mind. Why does marriage frequently visits my mind? Am I really thinking of getting married now? Why does my subconscious filled with marriage?!
I have just watched the movie The Vow that's why I'm bringing it up again. I'm not only acknowledging it I'm even writing a note about it so whatever happens in the next days, I have written everything thats on my mind.
"I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they are not and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home."
"I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love.I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other."
Honestly, I have planned about my wedding day. Not the exact design of the wedding, but I have planned on what music to play. I have planned or I have a picture in mind unto how will my wedding look like. I love lights and that's why I wanted to put up so many lights that it would look like stars. And my music when the time comes that I have to walk on the aisle, it's been decided. It's kohtipi naerinda at Princess Hours OST. I'm ready to be wed off right? But the problem is my groom. I haven't been in love for almost 8 years.
I'm thinking.. Is it the reason why I have always been thinking about marriage? Is it because I want a man? But how come I'm thinking about marriage already of I'm not even meeting someone? It's strange. I'm really clueless unto why I'm always thinking and why do I actually want to get married as early as this.
I know marriage is not a simple thing. When you get married, it's not already only about you, it becomes the life of both of you united. Plus you might have kids and so you have to think more about them and not just yourself. And one more thing.. You get to live your whole life thinking if your marriage will last forever. How will I get my husband to love me forever? How will I let him stay on my side until the day we die?
The Vow has taught me so much tonight. When you love someone, even if it hurst you, you'll do anything for him. No matter how big the sacrifice is, you'll do it because that's the power of love. You give everything without any reassurance you'll get something in return. And that's what Leo did for Page. Is there still a guy that's exactly like him? I mean not literally physically look the way he is but the way he thinks, the way he loves.
It's heartbreaking, the moment he gave up. After all the pain and sacrifice, at the end he found his limit. And it's true, everybody has its limit. There's always a time when you think you can't bear a thing anymore and that If you continue you'll burst into pain. But fortunately, even a sleeping heart knows who is her partner. No matter what happens, the heart will always recognize who is her owner even if it takes a long time. The movie didn't end happily ever after just like others. It has a hanging ending and the viewers will decide.
I just hope to meet the owner of my heart and when that time comes, I want to do an imprint so whatever happens my heart will remember him and so he won't suffer like Leo. Whatever happens I'll try to let him be recognizable.
So what am I still doing? I need to find him now so I can wed myself off!!! Haha just kidding. I know the perfect time will come and still i want to enjoy couple years first before going steady.
Page fell for two weeks to Leo and Ieta see how long will I fall for my own Leo in the future ;)
I have just watched the movie The Vow that's why I'm bringing it up again. I'm not only acknowledging it I'm even writing a note about it so whatever happens in the next days, I have written everything thats on my mind.
"I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they are not and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home."
"I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love.I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other."
Honestly, I have planned about my wedding day. Not the exact design of the wedding, but I have planned on what music to play. I have planned or I have a picture in mind unto how will my wedding look like. I love lights and that's why I wanted to put up so many lights that it would look like stars. And my music when the time comes that I have to walk on the aisle, it's been decided. It's kohtipi naerinda at Princess Hours OST. I'm ready to be wed off right? But the problem is my groom. I haven't been in love for almost 8 years.
I'm thinking.. Is it the reason why I have always been thinking about marriage? Is it because I want a man? But how come I'm thinking about marriage already of I'm not even meeting someone? It's strange. I'm really clueless unto why I'm always thinking and why do I actually want to get married as early as this.
I know marriage is not a simple thing. When you get married, it's not already only about you, it becomes the life of both of you united. Plus you might have kids and so you have to think more about them and not just yourself. And one more thing.. You get to live your whole life thinking if your marriage will last forever. How will I get my husband to love me forever? How will I let him stay on my side until the day we die?
The Vow has taught me so much tonight. When you love someone, even if it hurst you, you'll do anything for him. No matter how big the sacrifice is, you'll do it because that's the power of love. You give everything without any reassurance you'll get something in return. And that's what Leo did for Page. Is there still a guy that's exactly like him? I mean not literally physically look the way he is but the way he thinks, the way he loves.
It's heartbreaking, the moment he gave up. After all the pain and sacrifice, at the end he found his limit. And it's true, everybody has its limit. There's always a time when you think you can't bear a thing anymore and that If you continue you'll burst into pain. But fortunately, even a sleeping heart knows who is her partner. No matter what happens, the heart will always recognize who is her owner even if it takes a long time. The movie didn't end happily ever after just like others. It has a hanging ending and the viewers will decide.
I just hope to meet the owner of my heart and when that time comes, I want to do an imprint so whatever happens my heart will remember him and so he won't suffer like Leo. Whatever happens I'll try to let him be recognizable.
So what am I still doing? I need to find him now so I can wed myself off!!! Haha just kidding. I know the perfect time will come and still i want to enjoy couple years first before going steady.
Page fell for two weeks to Leo and Ieta see how long will I fall for my own Leo in the future ;)
Separate ways..
They say no man is an island yet you need to stand up alone enable to be better. Ironic but its true.
We say our friendship will last forever. Walang iwanan. Sama sama kahit saan pa mapunta. But there will always come time where we need to enter a new way that is different from others. There will always come a time where we need to say goodbye and grow up.
We started at around 25 people? But we end up 16 by the end of SY 2011 at TUA. By then on, we have struggled so much and have gaps with each other yet we've been trying to still keep the pieces close to each other. We got to the point of being shy meeting each other, dividing the group but we have always end up being one.
New chapter came across and we took the PNLE. Not all of us was given the chance to pursue our dreams and some even took another turn to pursue another dream. But whatever the future takes us, whatever turns we have to face, we might go to different ways again, but we all know that we have a common point and we'll meet again. That's our friendship. That's how we love our lives. We don't only live for our own dreams but we live for each others dreams. We help each other and we pull each other on top so we can stay together. It's so funny how we sometimes get jealous and get mad with each other but nonetheless we are solid.
Ericka and Anna on medicine. Zandra went abroad. Yousef, Nat and Franz back on school again. Charlane and Jean earning money. Rina, Lara, Japs, Estée, Mac, Jenny, rhea and i conquering each corner of our hospitals. Aj, battling on his dreams. Rona, heroine of her own life. Demi, nicola? I miss them, yet I've not been on communication with them lately.
You see, all of us have their own story now. I can't even enumerate all of our doings. What about gela, iris, car, roselle, bookworm cat, yshie? Now I'm not even sure if I have typed everybody's name already and im sorry of I left your name out.
We are all grown ups now. Even our group have grew up on numbers too. Dino, Monica, kat, chie have been continuously adding up spice in our lives. Did I miss someone again? Mianhe! Haha
But what's important is deep in our hearts we know we are connecting. Deep in our hearts we know that we have each others back. Deep in our back... Haha joke. Deep in our hearts we know we care and love each other. Distance might be a great barrier for everyday communication but we have one heart and that's the best communication we could ever have.
More people in the group going on separate ways? Go on.. Live your live the way you want because in every place you go, you'll be carrying us also. Maybe not physically but in terms of our heart connection, we are there. Sabi nga ni Lara, NASA Puso natin siya. And that's it.. Lahat tayo NASA Puso ng isa't isa so we don't have to worry how long we won't see each other, how far will it take us because anytime, anywhere, everywhere, we are one. ;)
So let's have a promise.... Let's take our time.. Let's go on our own separate ways and.... Let's meet one more time again:)) let's all soar high and be successful.
I miss you beshes!!! Till next gathering!!!
We say our friendship will last forever. Walang iwanan. Sama sama kahit saan pa mapunta. But there will always come time where we need to enter a new way that is different from others. There will always come a time where we need to say goodbye and grow up.
We started at around 25 people? But we end up 16 by the end of SY 2011 at TUA. By then on, we have struggled so much and have gaps with each other yet we've been trying to still keep the pieces close to each other. We got to the point of being shy meeting each other, dividing the group but we have always end up being one.
New chapter came across and we took the PNLE. Not all of us was given the chance to pursue our dreams and some even took another turn to pursue another dream. But whatever the future takes us, whatever turns we have to face, we might go to different ways again, but we all know that we have a common point and we'll meet again. That's our friendship. That's how we love our lives. We don't only live for our own dreams but we live for each others dreams. We help each other and we pull each other on top so we can stay together. It's so funny how we sometimes get jealous and get mad with each other but nonetheless we are solid.
Ericka and Anna on medicine. Zandra went abroad. Yousef, Nat and Franz back on school again. Charlane and Jean earning money. Rina, Lara, Japs, Estée, Mac, Jenny, rhea and i conquering each corner of our hospitals. Aj, battling on his dreams. Rona, heroine of her own life. Demi, nicola? I miss them, yet I've not been on communication with them lately.
You see, all of us have their own story now. I can't even enumerate all of our doings. What about gela, iris, car, roselle, bookworm cat, yshie? Now I'm not even sure if I have typed everybody's name already and im sorry of I left your name out.
We are all grown ups now. Even our group have grew up on numbers too. Dino, Monica, kat, chie have been continuously adding up spice in our lives. Did I miss someone again? Mianhe! Haha
But what's important is deep in our hearts we know we are connecting. Deep in our hearts we know that we have each others back. Deep in our back... Haha joke. Deep in our hearts we know we care and love each other. Distance might be a great barrier for everyday communication but we have one heart and that's the best communication we could ever have.
More people in the group going on separate ways? Go on.. Live your live the way you want because in every place you go, you'll be carrying us also. Maybe not physically but in terms of our heart connection, we are there. Sabi nga ni Lara, NASA Puso natin siya. And that's it.. Lahat tayo NASA Puso ng isa't isa so we don't have to worry how long we won't see each other, how far will it take us because anytime, anywhere, everywhere, we are one. ;)
So let's have a promise.... Let's take our time.. Let's go on our own separate ways and.... Let's meet one more time again:)) let's all soar high and be successful.
I miss you beshes!!! Till next gathering!!!
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