Baby

Today, I worked at the OR. I have observed a caesarian section operation and since there is a second operation, I scrubbed in.

It was my first time to do scrubbing Abi really meant it because I did everything alone. I am just so lucky that the couple doctors helped me and even picked their own instruments if they see me slow. I am so thankful for my senior too for being so helpful and encouraging. Haha

I saw two baby boys today and I admit i really love babies because they ate so adorable and their skin is just so soft. Today, Dra. Delos Santos asked me if I want to train at OR/Dr because she said it seems like there is a potential in me. Aww. I am so happy hearing that one yet my heart and mind is set to ER already. I don't know what to do yet but as of know I'm staying at ER.

Later this evening, I was able to etch my currently favorite drama King 2 Hearts episode 10. There was a lot of tense scene and although the drama doesn't have eng subs I was able to grasp the storyline a bit. The last part had always kill my heart. Yesterday, the couple broke up and fought. Now, hang Ah even had a miscarriage. A death of an angel suddenly comes. My heart was shattered into pieces. I know it wasn't planned. It was actually wrong because they are not yet married but then the innocent baby died because of the problems she had encountered at a young age. I can't stop crying and now my tears are again growing up on my eyes. Hang Ah's reaction, Jae Ha's eyes during the news. Gosh, can you kill me now?! They are in pain bad shocked. Their love which is stained is now again in trouble. What will actually happen to them? Gosh, I love them both and it really kills me to see them in pain too.

The baby. I hope they get well soon together and eventually have a baby successfully in the future.

Fighting Jae ha and hang ah!