Sunday Reflection

As promised, I always try to change my bad attitudes and try my best to follow my schedule.

Woke up 30 minutes late but that was good already because the past days, I was really hesitant to wake up. I actually care more to the people around me that's why I de decided to download videos for Angela. Unfortunately, mom's memory card seems not working so the files downloaded just stayed on pc. I manage to be patient and downloaded Heartstrings ost. Tried to fix moms Facebook mobile but I failed. Then at 6am I went to take a shower then I went to listen the mass .

And my realization began.

I had read a review about the book Secret and I the teachings I read there were really dug up to my heart that I have been using as my guide. It's says that when you want something, the universe will conspire. But it also said that if you don't push yourself aiming for the one you want, how will you get it? What if the other party is also thinking the way you do? How will the improvement go on? Those have been a burden to my heart. I mean, I haven't he's pushing myself to someone as I know I might get rejected and might kill myself with pain. In short I have actually forgotten that God is the ultimate decision maker that if I lose hope, He will make a way to gain up once again.

Today God let me remember that nothing is impossible in his hands. That whatever He wills, will be done no matter what. I might lose the confidence and give up. But God will never leave me.

Now I believe that God's gift for me will come in time and will enter in the proper time. Now I believe that if it's meant to be then it will come to me. Now, again, I believe that fairytales come true and it's time for me to write my own. Fighting!!!